Second Glance, Counts First.

I am doing homework. At 10:30 at night. And I have immeasurable Joy!
To fill you in on a little secret of mine; I'm a perfectionist. Everything I do must be (to the best of my ability) perfect. Personally, I think it can be kind of a burden at times.. but it modivates me to reach for the 100% with school. But I procrastinated, and now everything is backed up on me. How the heck am I positive about that?? Well I need to look at the bright side of whatever this thing is, I call, my life.
I am living and breathing the very day that the lord hath made. The beauty, never ceasing, all around me.
I have a mom who loves me (Even if she can be a bit.. you know.. patronizing), as much as I love her.
Same for father! and brother.. my brother's proud of me. Actually proud of me, after so many years..
He loves me as a sister rather then stranger. haha! as odd as that is.
My family's putting back the pieces again.
Were finally more bound then we have been for so many years of our lives.
Thank you God. For answering my prayers, and lifting up this beautiful little family you've given me.
We haven't been perfect, but the mere fact that my tears are growing thinner,
and my family isn't the cause of my miseries anymore; is a real blessing.
All I've done is complain. Thats all I've ever done! I've looked at the blessings in life,
and not even giving them a second glance. And now that I see them..
What can I do to repay you for such kindness?
Do everything. All the duties that the You entitled to me. willingly with pure joy.
Now that Father.. I will do gladly. <3
thank you for what you've done..

Love, your daughter,
-Michelle


-mICH