Words Words Words!

They can be as gentle as a butterfly,
as calm as the wind.
But they can be as quick as a rattle snake,
and as painful as double bladed sword.
The tricky part, is choosing them carefully..
Unfortunately, we can sometimes under estimate
how powerful they can truely become.
They can tear friendships,
they can break families,
they can ruin relationships...
but.
they can also
heal frienships,
fix families,
and build relationships.

So it can go both ways. But how easy is it to use
it wrongly? how hard is it to use it the right way?
its hard to tell...

Whats really fantastic, is that sometimes you can do

something really amazing unto the Lord, and not even know,

because you did his work not with pride, but love and compassion.

But what sucks the most, is that sometimes you can

do it, and be completely unaware of the chaos you just
caused someone else..

Oh Lord, help us to understand the weight of our tongue, because
when we don't, it might just weigh someone down!

Proverbs 21:23
Whoever keeps his mouth and his tongue keeps himself out of trouble.

Ephesians 4:29
Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear

Proverbs 12:18
There is one whose rash words are like sword thrusts, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.



-mICH

Lay it on me

Hair up. Shorts on. Books ready. And listening to music.
Okay God.. show me what you got.
<3

-mICH

PARTY NEXT WED.

ONE MORE WEEK.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
I WILL NO LONGER HAVE TO SUFFER EVERY TUESDAY NIGHT.
I think this calls for a celebration. :)

-mICH

HUGGING:)

"I spend my coldest nights.. alone, awake, and thinking of.. the weekend we were in love" <3
Ohhh.. next wednesday will be a day to remember. I'll make sure of it. ;)
LOL me and Blayne are gonna be the hugging commity. xD
our goal, is to hug every person at star (wont that be interesting).
ahahaha :D fun fun. :)
See ya'll later :D
-mICH

BE THE DIFFERENCE:)

Ohh Michelle, when will you learn?
I really need to move on and go forward. Sometimes change
can be a hard thing though.. Huh.. Well anyways, I think ima
go into sparks for the summer, and help out with the little ones
on Wednesdays:)
its a maybe, but I'm still praying about it.
I really wanna make a difference... and I believe this is how to do it. :)

The Monkey Bars(:

The following story really happened at the park one thursday afternoon. :)

There was this little kid who was trying out the monkey bars.
He was so egar and excited, he looked like he could do it.
but he couldn't do it..
So he called out to his daddy, and his dad held him up and said,
"wow son! look at you go! Your doing great!"
He was so proud of himself.. hehe.. he beamed :)
his dad was so proud of him too.. it was a precious father son moment.
But in reality, the kid couldn't do it without his dad.
Then another hopeful kid came over.
He was trying to do it.. but like the first one, he couldn't.
But his dad was there this time.
He said, "Son do you need a little help?"
he replied, "NO dad! I can do it! okay??"
So his dad just shrugged, and said, "Okay.. go ahead,
just let me know when you need me."
and stepped back.
The kid tried again and again, but he always fell.
He cried a lot..
But whenever his dad tried again and said,
"do you need help buddy?"
He faithfully said, "NO DAD! I got this!"
Finally, when he really couldn't do it, his dad stepped
in and asked,"do you need help now?"
and he replied,"yes daddy.. I need help."
I just sat there watching.. I wondered..
isn't this the way we live all the time?
our heavenly "daddy" says,"buddy do you need help?"
and almost automaticly we say,"no dad! I got this!"

So as you can see, from both pictures each one couldn't do it..
but each one had a -choice- for help.
So really, what we need, is to understand one thing:
that we can't do it alone. We needs our heavenly "daddy"
by our side in hard times.. because in the end, he carries us.
We just have to pray, that we will never take our focus off him,
and remember that hes always there to help you across the hard times.
Sometimes we need to see (especially myself),
that God can only change people.. we can't.
because in the long run. We wont be the ones helping
them across the monkey bars. <3

Ttyl,
-mICH

True Love

Once again, I am yet reminded of how incredible my God is.
He shows me threw people, threw the world, and threw himself.
Sometimes I begin to wonder to myself what I have to
offer such an amazing God.
And the answer to that question is my heart.
My everything.
To be able to dance before the Lord, and give him glory in
all my actions, feelings, and in my imagination. :)
I am most definitely not the perfect daughter.
But his daughter yet I am(:
So in everything I live for, everything I wanna be.. everything I strive to be.
I do it for him.
He who created me in my mothers womb,
he who knew me before time began.
I mean, theres plenty of people in the world, so why me?
I can't even begin to explain how unworthy I am.
but...He wants to call me daughter?
now thats profound.
Therefore, I am royalty to be called daughter of the king<3
My past is forever behind me.. my sins are forgiven.
Best part is, that will never change.

When my story began.. I didn't know what to expect..
Little did I know, that God had an adventure ahead
of me, that was about to unfold(:
Best part is, I had people who could come along side me:)
The leaders to guide me; The family to teach me; and the
brother and sisters in Christ to walk the road with me<3
Wow, what a life.. So where do we start?
We start at the heart:)
and thats where it all begins..<3

-mICH

My Field Of Daisys(:

I found God a few days ago.
He was in my dream.

In it, I found myself walking in a meadow full of daisys,
and I look far out, and theres this man smiling at me
a few yards away.

It was him.
So I ran to him, and gave him a big hug(:
If you've ever felt more safe in your entire life,
where would it be?
Mine place was there.
As I hugged him, it felt like he was speaking to my heart
and told me he loved me. :D
I love it when he does that.
Gives me the goose bumps.. ^_^hehe..
anyways as I was there, I felt
so at home.. I didn't wanna wake up.
It was so awesome cuz we could just sit, and I would ask him,
why is this,
and why is that?
I felt like a 5 year old. :)
barely discovering the world..:)
It was the most amazing conversation ever(:
and so.. when we finished, I told him I had to go,
so I gave him one last hug, and reluctantly, ran back
to where I had first entered, and I opened my eyes.

And so... I felt ready to take on the world. <3

-mICH

Rejected. xD

Wow I can't believe I did it.
I feel great, but at the same time sad.
WELL, its all for the best.
Ugh.. ok even though it kinda sucks.
Alrighty well, see you in the morning:)


-mICH

Humility

I have been learning about humility this week.
And its really struck a cord on my heart.
Its Gods way of teaching me, to use less of the word
"I" in a sentence, and use more of "him" in a conversation.
Pride isn't always just being a jerk, and thinking your all that.
Its also when you need to learn to submit,
and where you draw the line.
Submit yourself to God, because you don't want him to do it for you (seriously). lol


Ummm.. what else has happened.
OH! I was sick last night. and I cried. Alot.
and since I had fever, my tears were really freakin hot too,
like, how weird is that?
anyways, I asked God to help me carry on, cuz this was just crazyy.
I prayed I'd hear How He Loves us on the radio..
because I just wanted to hear him tell me he loves me,
and hes gonna get me threw this.

and sure enough. A second later, that song played.
At that moment I felt this sort of dependence on God..
like I totally relyed on him to give me strength to carry on,
even though the fever was freakin cooking me like an oven. :P
and thats exactly what he did(:
it was like a total release in stress:)
and within a few minutes I feel asleep.
So God is good(:

Amen when he gets you out of
tough situations. ^_^
anyways gtg (: <3
Sunday Tomorrow!

-mICH

Sore throat + Sniffles = Bleh

Is dead sick..
If I don't die today, im going to die tomorrw :P
jk...
but I feel so incredibly ill.. ugh.
anyways, ima go rest. bbye

-mICH

I need to go on a date..

Finished my song. But I'm not all in the mood to celebrate.
I am still pondering what God wants for me in my life.
What should I do?
I know what he whats me to do now.
But what about later?
What should I do then?
oh the questions of my life..
Wow, things arent going to get any easier will they?
Oh well, at least it keeps me busy.
Well.. off to read my bibla.
I have a date with God today(:

-mICH

New day. Lets do it.

I love my Jr. High girlies...
I am going to miss saying that.
"Jr. High"
that went by so fast.
I wish there was a way to step on the brakes.
I wanna take it in before its gone.
But it leaves before I can grab it. :/

Omg I love "Your Love Is My Drug" by Ke$ha ^_^
haha! B)
"What you got boy, is hard to find, I think about it all the time.
I am all strung out, my heart is fried, I just can't get you off my mind.
Because your love, your love, your love! is my drug!" C:
ahaha! soo catchy ^_^

So anyywayy.. Time for bed. Tomorrows a new day.
So lets do it. (:

God Got Us Perfectly :)

Do you remember me?

I Wish that you could see,
the inside of me..
Wishing you were here..
here to wipe my tears..
I really can't forget.

I hope that you can understand,
love always seems to have a plan,
and Love will make it happen, if we were meant to be;
This love was clearly meant, for you and me.
I'll never forget, I regret, it might be just a dream.
so hold my hand, and prove to me,
God got us perfectly..

haha! I really don't know, how or why I came up with this,
but I think its really pretty!
I wrote it a year ago. I don't know its inspiration, because I didn't like anyone this much then, but I think its adorable anyways(: <3

-mICH

I don't believe it

My poor mommy. She just had mothers day on a sour note, all because of my arrogant grandfather. >:C
I'm sorry, but me be young and all, of course I'm going to stand up for my mother, because
someone who thinks he knows everything, JUST TICKS ME OFF. >:( gooodness..
Anyways, (somewhat) lovely mothers day.
I love the dress I got.. hehehe, so fab(:
I've never worn a waist belt before, so it was kinda strange, but I liked it(:
Pastor Bishop, was talking about the most amazing being that lives inside
of me, and the relationship we have(:
It was a pretty amazing sermon. (:
God is my daddy... and I love him.
<33

Ummmm...
OH! and Friday! totally forgot to mention.
I had coffee with Mrs. Lindquist that evening (:
It was quite lovely.
I pretty much gave a testimony of my entire year.
My gosh have I been threw tons. Goodness.
Its been amazing though, and like I told her "I wouldn't
trade it for anything" :)
I learned sooooo much. About myself, about others, and most importantly,
about God! Wow!
I had a wonderful time talking with her, and I hope
to be able to talk to her more this year(:
.....Hey guess what.
I'm 14.
and I still don't believe it.


-mICH

"Your Love", is My Life!

I'm so far away.. from the only place, I know I should be...
So Find Me,
And Take Me.
Come like the day, come chase away this darkness;
cause I've been living here so long,
And I Give Up.
Come wash away everything I've buit between us,
and I will sing unending songs of your love.

I cannot find rest.
I can't catch my breath.. from running away, so stop me.
and take me,

come like the day, come chase away this darkness;
I've been living here so long,
And I Give Up.
Come wash away everything I've buit between us,
and I will sing unending songs of
your love! its stolen my heart. Your love! has set me apart.
Your Love! is life in my veins,
and all my mistakes fad away..
so find me, and stop me, and take me, and save me!

-RUSH OF FOOLS <3

Love vs. Hate

Your going to be loved by some, and hated by some. Thats just the way lifes
gonna be. I never thought I'd meet a person with hatred for me, but then again,
I don't think everyone loves me ether. I just don't know what I have done..
Gahhh.. you people don't even know me, so lay off!
:((
Oh Lord.. you know me, and you know who I am. I live to please you.
So why should I care?

-mICH

I won't give in(:

Dont tell God how big your storm is,
Tell your storm how big your God is.

So take that storm! you just got dissedd! (;

Luv yall(:
-mICH

AwesomeDay(:

Crazy day.
I made friends with a guy I've known all year, but
never hung out with. xD (Cody!)
bahahaha! We randomly were sitting together.
ahahaha! and you'll never guess who I almost sat with. xD
Yep. You guessed it.
mehhh.. I've been learning to live with the fact that, that kid
ain't getting outta my life anytime soon (in a nice way!!!). In a completely none
meaning-behind-it way, I am in no rush. like, i don't care, but whatever(:
Umm.. HAD AN AMAZING TIME AT RACHELS CHURCH!!!
but what was kinda funny, was that i was sitting down for soooo
long, I became comepletely drunkk... like super spazzy. I hadd to let it out. XD
HAHAHA! yeah, if you saw me there, you would've hated me. xD
xD ahhhhh.. good times.
I <3 my rachel. Shes amazing(:

gottta run<3 ttyl(:

-mICH

mICHelle says:

You know sometimes I really wish I could just slap myself, and just say
"shutup Michelle, SHUTUP!"
xD woowwww....
ahh well. :)
Hannahs birthday was awesomeee<3
I love her :D
I am currently listening to Hot Air Balloon, by OwlCity(:
Love that song(:
I am going to die tomorrow, I swearrr...
I wanna see my friends!!!! :(
hahaha! although my friends do say that I can make
friends within 15 min. C;
ohh well... lets see if thiss people are friendly.

-mICH

CrossYourFingers(:

lalalalalalaa....
tired...
to.much.school.
blaahhhhh....
Anyways HI! (:
I am going to Hannahs suprise (SHH!!!) bday party today :D
how exciting<3
I am gonna wear the dress I wore for the film fest (cuz you gotta wear something formal)
and then my converse. ^_^
hahaa!
soo exciting(:
ACUTALLY.. I could even wear my zebra leggings.. :D
ahh.. we'll see how that works out. xP
anyway.
tomorrow. ima. gonna. die.
bahh.. :(

oh well. Maybe something good will happen.
CrossYourFingers.

-mICH

Don't ever be afraid:)

I was just looking threw all my old posts today. I came across this old one. And I wanted to share it because mannn.. this spoke wonders to me! We shouldn't be afraid! gahh! but my my... how we always are. This when I came back from big bear :) hope this post touches you, just like it did me! <3

Don't Be Afraid:

"I'm home. seems the world is different around me. Everything just.. doesn't feel right. I don't know why.. Anyways, I was surprised to know how much Big bear is in poverty. I was sitting on a bench just out side of a store we were in, and I saw I girl walk by me, and she looked so sad. She was listening to her headphones, and walked towards a beat up car, to a man (her dad I assume). Across from me, were some lady's around mid 40's or so, and they were cursing, and talking about political matters. I wanted to go to them, and tell them Jesus loves them, but .. I couldn't find a way to. I was afraid. It ate me inside, to know, that these people can die, and suffer Hell, because I was Afraid to tell them the truth. It was so convicting, and I pray, I never make that mistake again.

We live in such a broken world, and we don't realize how broken it really is. :/ ughhh.. it breaks my heart! :( I prayed for those people that night. I hoped God would reach them some way..
Do you know anyone like that?
Pray for them,
they might need you, and you can help.
Don't be Afraid."

TAG: A God Thing(:

OMG!! ahhhh!! :D what a glorious thing God just did a second ago!!! :D
Hahaha!! just when I lost hope, and I was just pure sad..ahhh :)
God lifted my spirits threw an amazing Godly woman(:
I love Mrs. Snyder, she is an incredible mom.
I don't think he knows how special it is to have a momma like her(:
Can't wait to see what God does<3

-mICH

BUTT KICKIN friends!

Hangin out with my bestiessss(:

hahahaha! Been laughin and singin, and SCREAMIN' with Steph and Greg :)
Playing modern warfare, halo, and sending awkward messages!!!
hahah! love those guyss<3
catch ya later aligator!
-mICH