Today was interesting.. not at all how I thought it would be.
(I am going to write what happened as if it were in a book, just 4 fun :D) btw, only true bookworms can read all this, so... good luck! :P
"I can't take you," my mom said uncomfortably. "Who's going to watch Johnny and Hannah?
I cant leave them by themselves!" I pondered for a bit, and wondered if some friends could take me. For what felt like forever, I sat there thinking. Finally, I came to the conclusion, that most
likely, that can't happen. Disappointed I went to my desk, and sat down. Randomly, I found myself thinking about everything that was weighing on me, and was pulling me down. School, drama, boys, was a some of the things I was wrestling with. I sadly turned on some music, and a certain song came on; Again by Flyleaf. I could hear God speaking threw those words to me, it was indescribable. He said,"What happened to you and me?" The words sunk in deep. It felt like I saw God at a distance, and I wanted to run to him, and cry in his arms. I told my mom I was going for a walk, and I went out the door, with my dog Jack at my side. It felt like I could feel God with me.. it was amazing. I never wanted to leave his side again. I ran as fast as I could. I felt so free, like there was no more weight, weighing me down. When I ran out of breath,
I sat down on the cement, and looked up at the stars. To my surprise, I saw a single star, that was so bright, it reminded me of the star, that the wise men followed to see Jesus. I thought for a second,"Jesus came to die, for a broken world.. He came to die, for a broken me." It hit me. Happiness is how I feel when someone says they cares about me, but that happiness eventually dies out. Joy is a God given feeling, that can not die out, or be given away. <3 That is my Walk To Remember...
Whats yours? :)
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